Welcome Divine, thank you for being here. I do not take your presence lightly as I appreciate your existence. What you are about to experience are self healing frequencies and written transmissions. I invite you to dive deep with me and allow your mind to explore other realms of existence and higher vibrating conversations.
[Take a deep breath in...... and out..... Let's Go] I used to sacrifice my happiness for the sake of others, too.
I used to try my best to bend my personality to fit someone else’s standards. I used to feel lonely but always terrified to connect. I used to make excuses for my actions even though they were justified. I used to cover how I truly felt to avoid pissing off my lover. I used to wonder why my childhood was different and not like the movies. I used to wonder why my father didn't love me. I used to wonder why I wasn't good enough. I used to put my needs and wants on the back burner to help others accomplish their dreams. I used to battle with depression. I used to be an alcoholic. I used to try to escape my reality. I used to think I was too much to handle. I used to feel unworthy of a different reality because of the guilt from my current one. I used to be the one to be the fuck up in all of my relationships. I used to feel numb inside. I used to feel I didn't deserve to cry. I used to mistreat everyone I [thought] I loved. I used not know what love truly was. I used to feel hopeless and lost. I used to never know when things would "get better." I used to wonder why me. I used to think I was cursed. I used to beg for the pain to stop. I used to walk on eggshells to keep the peace. I used to cry late at night, in silence so no one else could hear. I used to dim my light so I would not outshine others. I used to apologize for being myself. I used to. But then... I remembered.... [to be continued]
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